I can't believe I haven't posted since April 4th. Don't even know what day it is now. That is a good thing! It has been such a busy couple of months and I have been gone ALOT! So much going on and life is moving so fast I keep forgetting to breathe. I would love to go back to those first 30 days where I was taking such good care of myself and really focusing on me.....brief moments well spent.
I do know I need to keep writing.....I have loved the time spent writing and have missed it so much! Look at today's reading in Biblegateway.com:
Zephaniah 3:17 "Your God is present among you, a strong Warrior there to save you.
Happy to have you back, he'll calm you with his love and delight you with his songs."
I was laughing so hard when I read this because really??? Could this have been a more appropriate scripture? I think HE has missed it too! What an awesome GOD!! we serve.
So lets catch up....have been seeing alot of changes in the way I think, finally am able to focus on a project (that took almost the whole 90 days),have made some great new friends, starting to really believe that I am a non smoker....feels so good to be this non smoking person. I am realizing how much I kept people at arms length for fear they would smell smoke on me. I like being close to people now. I used being a germaphobe as my reason but I know now that was a lie. I am also trying to figure out what is going on with my body, it doesn't want to function properly. I know it is GOD keeping me on my knees. Started riding bikes, and yes it is a big deal!, haven't gained or lost any weight, eating is still messed up but I think my metabolism is starting to work. I actually have started to feel hunger pangs which I never have had. Our bodies are amazing things....and of course they would be cuz look who created them! The naturopath I am seeing has told me I am one of those people that my body was probably constantly rejecting the smoke and was having to rewrite the functions. Sounds weird, yet makes sense because of the way it is detoxing. Can't find the reasons for the blood pressure or the edema so am believing that the body is deleting the sequences it had to write in order to function...yea, that's it!! LOL! (Self diagnoser) What else...getting lots of spa treatments, made my yoga room fantastic, redid the office area, and generally am able to get anything done. Life is getting full!!!
Here is another one of my readings for today: This is from the Message
Phllipians 3:12-14: "I'm not saying that I have this all together, that I have it made. But I am well on my way, reaching out for Christ, who has so wondrously reached out for me. Friends, don't get me wrong: By no means do I count myself an expert in all of this, but I've got my eye on the goal, where God is beckoning us onward—to Jesus. I'm off and running, and I'm not turning back. "
HE is so cool...............how can I not bow before THE MASTER OF THE UNIVERSE?
So, today is really day 99, and all I can think is wow. I had to go back and count but I am astounded I have made it this far. So if today is your day 1, hang on, the ride is wild so let GOD, MASTER OF ALL YOU ARE, be in control. HE will guide you where you need to go.
I am praying for you all again, remember how much GOD loves you. It's important. Jules
Winging it...
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