Day 12

Ok...here it is day 12 and these are the things I am noticing about being a non-smoker....
1:     I wore a shirt 2 days in a row
2:     I have forgotten my purse and gotten to the store and had to go home and get it!  (Now I am worried I           will forget it other places too)
3:     I want to be closer to my husband now that I smell nice.
4:     My husband wants to be closer to me!
5.     I really like chocolate....so random
I am not thinking as clearly though, this seems weird to me.  I find myself in stare mode alot!  Is this because I am detoxing?  Had an ION Cleanse treatment this morning...so gross yet so interesting.  My water was orange with white foam and green stuff.  I was detoxing the lymph system, gallbladder, and joints.  You would think the lungs would have a role right now but everything I am reading and hearing has to do with the gallbladder.  I am excited to see what happens on my next treatment.
I was reading Beth Moore this morning and the heading on todays devotion was...God is not looking for spiritual giants.  He is looking for believers who believe for a change!  I am believing God is changing me day by day in this whole process.  Not only am I not wigging out in this quitting process, but everyday I am finding power where there was none, and peace where there was strife!  I think at times my mind and body were at war and now I feel such a calm inside.  Only God could bring this to me, it makes me humbled that He had so prepared me to do this!  Thank you Lord for your presence and protection!

So, day 12.....bikram was powerful, oatmeal was delicious, ION cleanse was gross, God is so AWESOME! rest of life?......at peace.

Love and peace to all and remember...today is the first day of the rest of your life!
Jules